the twelfth month

it's nearing the end of 2012.. in a blink of eyes! not much postings were completed this year.. it's either i was sooo free on my previous years, or i became less interesting that i decded to write less posts this year, or i just became the where i was before this blog exists!
not, never i have became less interesting.. but this is life. to declare that i was super duper busy throughout the year was understatement. i always believe that 24 hours a day should always be sufficient to any human kind.. it's just how we manage it. everyday, we were deposited 24hrs x 60mins x 60secs.. not a penny more not a quarter less! if we made it to waste, it's our lost, none others!
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as time passes by, friends we met, friends we lost. i cherished friends i have.. all good people.. everybody whom i enjoyed their company and enjoyed my company. i wish i have that extra time for a quick gossips chats. i really wish i do.
as time passes by, i still think i need to spend more time with my growing kids. aidan lost two of his teeth, aimar's having one shoe size bigger than abang, aivey can blink her eyes when asked and she was so adorable. and yet, i still miss them half day i left them for work...
as time passes by, i keep wondering how long could i stand being one-month rota together and apart with my dear abang. i'll miss him terribly when he gone the first week, next i was soaked into my work and kids, the fourth week i started to miss him miserably.. and on and on.. i miss him the most at night.. and when he didn't call, i pray for everthing is fine back then.