Friday, October 4, 2019

An update

Lama tak menulis.
Melampau sangat... benda ini dok dalam Draft mode pun dari bulan 8.
It's October today!
Bukan sebab takde benda nak menulis.
Sebenarnya, bila lama tak menulis ni lah banyak sangat benda nak tulis.
Lepas tu, bila dah ngadap komputer ni, terus tak tahu mana nak mula, cammana nak citer, mana nak habis.
End up, pening kepala, terus stop.

...
I have been actively doing some freelance writing these days.
Alhamdulillah.

Started with a friendly neighbour who was asking for favours and willing to pay and the rest was history.

Alhamdulillah...don't ask about payment or what i get.
I wanted to write i got this much at the early stage and now earning this much today ... but then, I realized the sentences I've constructed didn't seems right!
I wanted to to write, 'though it wasn't much'... which to me, is sooo not right.
It is subjective.
For real.
Judging to the rezeki that Allah SWT has given upon me, particularly, I shouldn't and never deserve to use the word 'though' because it is more and more than 'though'.
Mashaallah.
Subhanallah.
Alhamdulillah.

To those of you who is reading this post know what my current situation is.
Or maybe not.
And if not, let's say, 'kami diuji, Alhamdulillah'.
What sort of ujian?
...
It's 4th October 2019.
Aimar 12 tahun hari ini.
Banyak sangat dia lalui for his age.

I should write a post, just dedicating it to him.
And of course, need to write about Aivey's 8 too...

Aiyyoooo mama! why? why? why?



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