yup, it's true, we do become more complacent as time passes by.
yup, it's true, despite the fact we knew we should not.
so, it was our fourteenth anniversary last 20th.
cerita yang sama, tapi tak pernah tak indah.
nope, we didn't forget the date
nope, we didn't missed it
and we truly acknowledged the day.
i, specifically, told abang, "let me skinned all the prawns in your kuew tiaw as an anniversary gift from me to you."
hahaha
i sound cheap though i'm expensive.
and i did skinned his prawn more often and not just annually.
but i guess, before august 2018 leaves us for good, i just think i should jot a note, for remembrance.
...
so, it is true that after ten years and above you seems to lost interest with each other, isn't it?
it is true that after ten years of marriage you seems to be complacent and take each other for granted, isn't it?
well,
i don't know.
nope, i do know.
and no doubt, that's not true!
it may seems like we do, but, honestly, i didn't feel that.
should there be any feelings i entitled to feel, it would be everything but feeling being complacent or being taken for granted, or losing interest on him or him losing interest on me.
in fact, if ever, we are more matured, definitely in our relationship!
we are madly deeply ever than we ever thought we could!
we wanted to kill each other when we had our disagreements, just to know that feelings is mutual and for the other party not being able to kill the opposing party, that is love, stronger than the hate!
we wanted to yell at each other, spread all the bad words we can think of, and show that finger trademark pissed off sign... only to notice, it was not just us in the house, but the kids were around, even if it's not nearby.
we wanted to compute how could each other think differently and way too contrary and yet we realized, that the differences that made us fall in love two decades ago!
fact is,
as much as the general view about losing the sparks and so forth, those are all myths.
it just, the love language used might be tuned differently
the 'i love you' might sound fake (so, what did you do? or unless you were having THAT moment), but we knew how genuinely sweet the
'nah, abg beli kit kat utk manje masa bayar kat mesra tadi',
'gi la tido dulu, abg check anak2 jap gi',
'abg buat laundry tadi, tengah spin',
'abg dah do the dishes',
'abg top up touch n go manje dah',
'makan mana mlm ni?',
'lain kali nak masak gi tau, tak yah masak pun',
'ikut suka manjelah'...
and all those "complacent"sentences are what you need after all this time.
alhamdullillah.
i am truly blessed.
and yes,
abang, manje love you!
happy 14th anniversary bang.
...
tahun ni punya annivesary nak share lagu baru launch this week..
cantik je timing
perfect lyrics
Mr Ragaman (Faizal Tahir)
Mr Ragaman
are you home?
who's Mr. Ragaman?
Mr. Ragaman i brought my sister with me
can you tell us a stry please?
hari isnin kau berkata nak makan lasagna
dah sampai kedai nak tomyam pula
oh my god...
petang rabu nak cendol pula
biar betik...
nasiblah baik mood aku baik
puasa baru nak mula
dah mintak langsir macam nak raya
ragamanmu hanya aku yang tahu
hanya kita berdua kekal sampai tua
bagai bulan dipagara bintang
tetapkan bersama
hanya kita berdua kekal bahagia
walau gila dibuatnya
aku sayang padanya
dah berkali-kali kau buat lagi
tolong! tolong!
hanya kita berdua
dah berkali-kali kau buat lagi
tolong! tolong!
hanya kita berdua
makan malam sudah dihidang
kau masih melaram
time tengok bola kau ajak keluar
Ya Allah...
masuk kereta baru gear dua
kau nak balik
nasiblah baik muka kau cantik
bulan puasa baru nak mula
dah mintak langsir macam nak raya
ragamanmu hanya aku yang tahu
hanya kita berdua kekal sampai tua
bagai bulan dipagara bintang
tetapkan bersama
hanya kita berdua kekal bahagia
walau gila dibuatnya
aku sayang padanya
dah berkali-kali kau buat lagi
tolong! tolong!
hanya kita berdua
dah berkali-kali kau buat lagi
tolong! tolong!
hanya kita berdua
hanya kita berdua
sampai hari tua
bagai bulan dipagara bintang
tetapkan bersama
hanya kita berdua
kekal bahagia
walau gila dibuatnya
aku sayang padanya...
walau gila dibuatnya
aku sayang padanya
walau gila dibuatnya...
aku sayang padanya...
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