I received a phone call from Aimar's Head Warden.. historically, when I saw the number, what cross in my mind is 'I hope he didn't get into horrible terrible trouble'..getting into trouble could be big possiblity, so, I pray it's not 'as bad'...
Gosh! I was wrong this time ~ padan muka! Baru dengar kelas Ust Muein, ayat Al-Hujurat 49:12:
يَٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ ٱجۡتَنِبُواْ كَثِيرٗا مِّنَ ٱلظَّنِّ إِنَّ بَعۡضَ ٱلظَّنِّ إِثۡمٞۖ وَلَا تَجَسَّسُواْ وَلَا يَغۡتَب بَّعۡضُكُم بَعۡضًاۚ أَيُحِبُّ أَحَدُكُمۡ أَن يَأۡكُلَ لَحۡمَ أَخِيهِ مَيۡتٗا فَكَرِهۡتُمُوهُۚ وَٱتَّقُواْ ٱللَّهَۚ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ تَوَّابٞ رَّحِيمٞ
O you who believe, avoid much of the suspicion, for some suspicions are sin. Do not spy on one another, nor backbite one another. Would any of you like to eat the flesh of his dead brother? You would surely abhor it. So fear Allah. Indeed, Allah is Accepting of Repentance, Most Merciful.
I was told that Aimar was down with fever, and Co19 positive..huhuhuh..cry now!
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I was lucky that nothing bad happened to Aimar.. kesian gak kat dia... honestly, I felt so bad throughout my 21/2 hours drive from KL to Kemaman. Sampai je asrama, tengok dia terjelepok atas lantai bilik quarantine, lagi rasa macam 'alahai anak mama!'
Aimar memang tak selalu sakit ~ tapi, antara tiga beradik, bila bab sakit, dia paling tak kuat.. Aidan salalunye stronger than anyone..tapi, Aivey lagi best ~ I could hardly remember dia sakit.. tetibe sakit, tetibe dah baik.. Alhamdulillah
Aimar, kalau demam, memang meracau.. Dia nampak parrot lah, nampak lanun lah... hahaha ~ banyak tengok Pirate the Carribean kot...
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I had to bring him home.. It was a long journey ~ I was tired and sleepy that I slept for good half hour in the car at the RnR Perasing before embarking to KL. Alhamdulillah ~ Aimar slept thru out the journey. I was told that he vomitted once back at school and hadn't had any food since the night before. (We went to McD Kerteh drive-thru before set up to KL)
I was thankful that there were rain here and there, but not as bad as I dreaded of.. alhamdulillah.
It was only when we reached Karak, that the traffic started to build up and by then, it was nearly maghrib time. Aivey been calling me few times which didn't help my concentration.. A 45-mins (usually) journey extended to 2 hours due to bad traffic... and by the time we reached Tol Gombak, I was drained!
Ye lah... dari kul 10pagi sampai 9mlm kot kat dlm kete.. it was soooo tiring.. masa tu lah baru nak rindu yang amat sangat dengan En Ashraf..huhuuhuh
Dah sampai rumah, I took my bath, and went to check out on Aimar which I was then told (and smelled and saw) he vomitted in front of the toilet door (sebab Aivey locked the access to toilet from the boys room and he couldn't get to the toilet)...Aimar was so weak then, and I knew I have no choice to clean up his mess.. huhuhuhu... Lama tak cuci muntah anak... hadam je kan lah kan..
He vomitted 4 times that night ~ and I was just tired!
Of course I was worried for him.
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Anyway, all was good the day after. Made him mama's special salmon grilled and he took two pieces and all good.. at least, after nearly 36 hrs of no good food, he managed to makan without throwing out.
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But that is not what I want to write today ~ I want to write about how I felt as a mom ~
I am a very 'positive' person, as most people perceived it. And alhamdulillah, I am a good cheerleader & competitive too... I guess, that would be among the major motivations for both Aidan & Aimar to put their best in everything they want to do ~ Mama would love it and would support it.
Aimar has been telling me he wanted to took part with the sports events which was due this week. Unfortunately, he was among the 6 students diagnosed for Co19 and we accepted it.
So, no olahraga and bola tampar for him, despite of he'd been putting all time and effort trainings. Huhuhuhu.. I really don't mind him not joining, but I knew he wasn't.. He posted on insta the day he was diagnosed:
and that hurts me so much... though I knew he was ok. I guess, every mom's nature would have mixed feeling of I want you to be healthy and happy ~ it should come together.. but many so often, health are not in sync in happiness.. like these days, when all a mom could wish was her son to be able to run for the sports day for he had been working on it for the past days, been talking about it and all....
Kesian anak mama sorang tu.. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal, we all know that Allah's plan is the best..so, maybe next year, insyaallah.
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Update: the writeup were writting a week ago, but I just realized that I haven't posted it out.
Alhamdulillah, Aimar is all good and well ~ he's back in the hostel ~ it just that he was still recovering, low in antibody that he got the flu with 30 others from school but they were all ok, ameen.