you are winning

if this is the game you play to win,
you are winning!
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i was told she told my boys not to be rude like their father.
i went to her to verify
i came in peace, to discuss
and i was shouted at
which i failed then, i shouted back!
that was the trigger..
others stormed off
they were asking me to leave
i was the one who got shut off
i used to be his favourite, but that was then..
that night, i saw him taking sides
though he said he didn't want to get involved
'wallahi' he said.. he heard her well that night, he told me.
he shamed my husband
for that was what everyone wants
that was what she and she wanted
and that night, they won.
...
yes, you are winning!
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i rest my case.
we wanted to talk
end up we were told off.
my hubby did talked,
but was told it wasn't a talk but was a fight.

kang, cakap dayus kang, marah.
tapi, kalau bangga dengan cerita kamu bergaduh
trust me, itu bukan dayus..
itu hina..
yang dayus bila kamu masih mengikut telunjuk si isteri kaya berkerjaya
hingga kamu tak mahu tahu apa yang benar
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yes, you are winning!
since that day i went to confront you,
and like you will always be,
showing others how noble you are
while you are just a fake chickenshit!

you have won!
...
when you made everyone hate him
just the way you wanted
just the way you've been keeping for the past decade.
and everyone seems to hate him

you are winning.
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i just wanted to know
when you decided to hate him, and pretended everything was ok, whom are you kidding?
when you decided to share your opinion, and started to hate me when i shared your opinion to my own hubby, whom are you kidding?
when you started to draw your own conclusion, spreading lies to others, whom are you kidding?
when you started to yell and scream, as if you are the victim, whom are you kidding?
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grow up!
you are no little girl!
for goodness sake, you are 36!

but i guess you could never grow up!
nope!
not like me!
i had cancer when i was 36.
and i won't stab people the way you did!
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if that is what winning is to you,
congratulation,
you won!