Lama sangat dah tak menaip..
Beralasan tu, dah jadi satu kebiasaan. Sehinggakan dan kekeringan dan ketandusan alasan, masih cuba hendak menyedapkan hati, walaupun takde keperluan.
Indah ajaran Rasulullah SAW; if there's nothing concern you, leave it alone!
Alhamdulillah
I really hope that I could adhere to that.
My health is not getting any better, alhamdulillah.
It's deteriorating and got tired blaming the post-chemo and post-radio after ten years.
Subhanaallah.
How merciful Ar-Rahman has been to this sinner, and here I am.
I'm turning 46 in 8 days time.
Mature?
Wisdom?
Wiser?
nope - just getting older
So, once I while, I worried about my future.
How would the kids be.
How would my dear parents be.
How would me and my spouse be.
And in those times, I just felt 'helpless' and hopeful.
Indeed, it is to Him that we shall return to.
May it be a one smooth wonderful journey, ameen.
And they would be time, I just want to cry and I did cry.
Reflecting back of all my sins
Reflecting how merciful and kind Allah has been to me and how horribly pain in the a*% I've been to myself and the people surrounding.
Reflecting of all the blessings that I never bother to count before.
Allahu akbar.
who won't?
At times, I just missed the memories of my childhood.
I had a great time, being raised in a wonderful loving house with loving and caring families.
And how I wish my children would be able to share that love and care.
Yet, I know, at times me writing this, it is just impossible.
And that is why I have to stop writing now.
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