sheer arrogance

kite ni asik lupa je ..
we kept believing the 'kuasa' and 'authority' and 'power' we have within our capacity is ours to use, while it last!
kite lupe.. superheroes yang dalam tv ngan comic books je ada power and kuasa.. itu pun, they would have their weaknesses and they don't work alone.
kite lupe, hanya Allah Yang Maha Kuasa.. Dia Yang Maha Esa.. Dia Pemilik Hak Segala Kuasa.. Dia bagi sedikit sangat2 hak kuasa die kat kite, and kaboom.. kite rasa kite berKUASA!!!

adoi..

the 'kuasa' comes with responsibilities. we overlooked into that. we were endowed with such 'power', 'authority' and 'kuasa' from His AlMighty  not because we deserved it..ok maybe some did. but, we kept forgetting, that comes with big RESPONSIBILITIES!!!!!! you might earned it, you might worked hard for it, and some might even got it just by cheating, believing that others won't notice (boo-hoo!).. whatever it is, we never really owns it.. its a responsibility, with capital R!!!! how can we overlooked into that core!!!!

sheer arrogance i would say.

kuasa tu, bila2 masa Tuhan boleh tarik.
tapi sementara ada tu, tolong lah wahai mahkluk Tuhan, tolonglah rasa bertanggungjawab.. tak banyak,sikit pun jadiklah..

kuasa pemimpin negara, kuasa boss opis, kuasa ketua keluarga, kuasa pengurus bahagian, kuasa abang kakak sulung, kuasa senior citizen, kuasa pelbagai kuase

tolonglah amanah jujur setelus mungkin
tolonglah bijak cerdik menilik
tolonglah bertimbangrasa bila pikul tanggungjawab
tolonglah toleransi seantaro pengikut
tolonglah tolonglah tolonglah
tolong beringat, nikmat itu hak Tuhan, tolong tunai janji Tuhan sebagai khalifah..
bile tak ikut landasan yang betul, dah jadik salah, tolong ngaku, jangan pikir diri sendiri je ada ego.
ingat, Tuhan janji, jangan aniaya sesama insan.

finally

i'm glad it's all over - the election.
i have no rights to make any cynical remarks, assumptions, comments or anything with regards to the process and be it the result. i'm not a registered voter, which after today, after i woke up, i realized i really need to register and play my role in the next five year election.. hmmm..

my personal opinion was me expecting the government to change. the pr's wave were strong, and i was surprised they didn't made it to putrajaya.

but on the other hand, perhaps the elected bn government who is obviously not blind or deaf can see and hear that how desperately everybody, especially the youngsters, hunger for a better change. yup, we want fuel to be reduced, minus off the tolls, free education please.. if the pr believe this is achievable, am sure the bn could work something out right away, and not to wait at the eleventh hour and splurge all the money to everyone and thinking they bought everyone like they did!

hmm..
again, and again, i'm in no position in talking about the election.
but i can't resist..

the pr have all the right to baffle on the phantom voters, on the blackout tragedy, on the undi pos, on the early voters, on the not-so-indelible-ink..
bn should stop the old tricks and starts for a better change for real.

cume satu je nak peringatkan diri ini: sumber dari thestar.com.my: bn 133 seats, pr 87 (dap 38: pkr 28: pas 21) ..
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wanita

hari ni, pagi-pagi dah pusing2 sesat carik jalan.. penat ms waze keep relocating my position round and round.. tu ler.. anyway, we found our way alrite. aidan is having his first taekwondo practical grading, and i hope he'll do his best. somehow, after one hour looking for the place, we reached it safely and i was touched.. twenty two years ago, i was at the same place, feelin proud for being the winner peringkat kebangsaan kuiz anti dadah 1991 wakil kl tau!! we sooo great! got my first hi-fi as the first place gift;) and here i am, with my son ... fuhhh
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anyway, masa dok mencari2 jalan sambil dengar radio, ada lagu wanita from kru. krumania woohoo.. hanya anak remaja 90an je faham fenomena krumania ;)

but what i want to talk about is 'wanita'

i have soo many wanita friends. ada kuat, ada manje, ada lemah, ada gagah.. tapi, cakap je lah saya ni berat sebelah ke, biased ke, sebab saya wanita, saya tahu selemah2 wanita, kami masih gagah.. standing even stronger than any man.

dua malam lepas cik abang saya ckp betapa mulianya tugas dan kerjaya wanita sebagai ibu.. menjadi insan yang bertanggungjawab mendidik, membesar dan membentuk insan sesempurna mungkin di masa depan.. memang betul yang dia ckpkan. tak senang, tak mudah.

wanita, hatinya lembut. diherdik sikit, dah bertakung air di mata.
wanita, matanye sembab. sebelum subuh dah kena bangun, selepas tahjud baru siap semua benda.. itu pun banyak benda tak terkejar juga.
wanita, bila si kecil merengek 'nak itu nak ini', memang refleks ckp 'meh sini nak, what actually you want, please don't whine'.. 
wanita, memang penat macammana pun, bile sakit badan and harap diurut pinggang belakang, kene minta baru dapat.. 
wanita, bile anak laki sakit, sakit lagi die penat nak bagi assurance that wanita akan selalu ada jaga orang sakit merengek2 macam sakit tu mmg nak bawa ke mati esok hari.
semuanye wanita.

kite ni, kaum wanita, tak minta lebih tak minta kurang. 
kite tau in times we do need each other, men and women.
tapi, kadang2, kite ni cepat terguris hati.

bile dah sepantas kilat berlari bila teringat kehendak encik suami..
bile dah separuh nyawa menyabung sakit alahan, penat badan bawak baby..
bile dah tak hirau terjerit terlolong sakit nak push out the babies tanpa epidural whatsoever..
bile dah terpaksa makan hati sebab tak leh nak have our own time alone sebab semua nak masa kite..
kite jadi wanita, kuat gagah lemah sedih.. semua rasa kita rasa.. 

bila diorang ckp, sorry sayang, i don't say it often but i love you for your greatness..
kite jadi wanita, kite akur.. dlm hati berbunga2 dlm taman

tapi, why can't we have it often? tak feel ek??

ok, i am to take the blame!! we were supposed to be on our way to spore just to realized at 10 o'clock last night that aimar's passport is expiring next month!! i still don't understand the six month rules!! what the heck!! and here i am in kelana jaya immigration office after 2 hrs still waiting for our turn to be attended to!!! aggghhh..... i paid so much tax and they still can't afford to expedite their services!
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the least favourite

mum, mak, mama, ummi, mummy.. whatever you call her, there's only one her, irreplaceable with whatsoever creature!

you have issues, fights at school, lost your favourite toys, slipped hard and injured yourself, you'll cry out loud and all you want is your mum.

of course when she starts nagging, you know she could sound sooo annoying! the moment she screams, you just wish she is elsewhere.

it's not fair, she's the one you want when you need a person nearby to console you, but she's always not your favourite parent! of course, your daddy is waay much cooler than mama. somehow, when your mum said 'you will need to explain that to your daddy', you just wish she wouldn't have to oen her mouth or daddy will get mad. the idea of pissing your dad is not cool, but who give a heck when mummy has been yelling about not to do the thing she forbids over and over again!

adoi, penat la.. apa nak sume mama cuba ikut. bile mama suruh buat benda, nak tunggu kali kesepuluh with high tones naru nak gerak! bila ugut nak bagitau aboh, tarik muka patbelas tak puas hati kat mama.. penat la my dear sons!!!

bulan cinta

dok layan citer CINTA kat TV3... terinspirasi nak bercerita. cerita tentang cinta. lama rasa tak bercinta. kalau ikut omputeh, bulan dua ni bulan cinta.. tapi, cinta ni mana logik ikut bulan. cinta ada dalam hati.. tak lari mana2.. tak payah tunggu ikut bulan baru nak tunjuk.

cinta belum kahwin memang tak sama dengan lepas kahwin. betul! makwe pakai apa saja, cantik di mata pakwe. pakwe tak pakai perfume apa, pun wangi dihidu makwe. betul! memang cinta itu buta.

bila cinta dah buta, bawa hingga ke rumahtangga. alhamdullilah, bila ada jodohnya, panjang pula moga-moga. dah berjanji sehidup semati. sekali sekala ada rasa nak marah. kadang-kadang rasa sayang ya amat sangat. selalu jugak rasa rindu tambah2 bila kene tingal selalu-selalu. tapi, cinta sevelum kawen memang tak sama kalau nak banding lepas kawin.

apa2 pun, kene terus bersyukur. ada dia yang cinta saya, ada dia untuk saya cinta. ada dia buat bahagia. ada dia menduga rindu.ada dia berkongsi sayang. ada dia untuk saya.

bang, bulan ini bulan cinta. terima kasih, kita bercinta sampai bila2.. takmo lalai, takmo lupa. saya sayang cinta hati saya xoxoxo

p/s: dalam hati penuh bunga ;)

diftong? digraf?

it's not even noon yet, and i'm all stressed out revising his bahasa malaysia subject. gosh, he was only 8, and yet he has to understand frasa, ayat tinggal, konsonan bergavung, digraf, diftong and all those words i never thought would have exist! i don't understand how all these things would help kids to learn how to open a bank account later in their life!!

aiyyooo.. and aidan showing least interest in learning frustrates me more. his mind was occupied elsewhere. perhaps was hoping he could get awat with the revision session sooner, kot.. and as he's not showing any positive progress worries me more.

just as much as i'm in the midst of giving up, i was thinking of his teachers back at his schools, and all-boys school.. i could hardly have patience teaching my own son, i must salute the teachers who decided to come to school every morning to ensure thirty of their students, of someone elses' boys,in a class at least understand what they are trying to teach.. adoimak.. salute, i should