Lepas tu start jadi extra conscious..
Perasan ala-ala writer pro...
End up, makin kurang, makin kurang nak menulis dan pos anything in here.
I guess, I need to back to square one.
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I've started an official blog writing, guna wordpress..
And I realized, mcm tak jauh beza lah yang official dengan yang ini.
And so, i started to realize, nope, this is for my anak-anak reading pleasure...
I shouldn't make it sound official at all.
And so here I am.
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I missed the stories about Aivey and her 8th.
And so I did I missed the stories about Aimar turned 12.
And worst I did badly that I don't deserve anything to remind me of my 42nd bday :(
It was horrible horrible horrible me.
I also wanted to write about Aidan kena gantung maktab.
And not forgetting about Amar and the list his so-we-thought his friends wrote about him.
And I guess, I need to write something about my own kind of story!
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Alhamdulillah, I've started writing for part-time freelancing off late.
It wasn't much, but it was a good eye opener.
An opener for me, reminding how easily people got conned with words.
I myself got conned by my own words.
And therefore, for those who are reading my blog, for my dear Aidan, Aimar, Aivey,
as you read all the post I've shared in this blogs, you might have read it differently, with a harsher or might be a kinder tone than I meant it to be.
Just keep in my mind,
don't trust 100% of the words you read,
don't get overwhelmed and soak in to the world that only me could feel,
don't shut everything on small things I've said.
And never to forget, I meant well when I wrote what I wrote.
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