Just cry

 Depression is real and it is sooo soooo soooooo bad!
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I can never know how a person with depression would be - less that I know they would feel, and I can never understand why can they never able to overcome depression...

Me, depression?

I beg to differ ~ I never bother to get myself diagnosed. 

I guess everyone would have their 'depress' moment.. and time will surpasses. 

It just that, for those who might never know how it felt, or may be for those who think they don't have it but indeed they do.... 

Let me tell you something... 

You just wanted to cry, cry, cry, and cry. 

You cry over the rain. 

You cry because it is 3 o'clock. 

You cry for the sick person at any hospital that you know not of. 

You just wanted to cry and you will cry. 

And when you cry, you chest started to ache, so do your heart... 

It just hurt!

Badly!

And you cry and cry and cry. 

Your body started to feel numb. 

You get tired and lying on the bed is the only thing you would want to do. 

Who gives a heck that you are hungry or not, you won't care yourself. 

And you cry and cry and cry. 

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So you tried reciting the Quran. 

You chanted all dzikir. 

You listened to all the scholars words. 

And you cry and cry and cry

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Don't worry, hei you. 

So what if you cry while you are driving and the traffic light is green. 

What if you cry while you on the prayer mat waiting for the prayer time. 

Just cry. 

Never questioned your faith. 

As long as you know, that feeling you feel inside

Is the one from Him

and so, just cry. 

For how long?

Take your time

Time won't promise that the feeling would go away, 

but the least, it will give you a rest. 

And when it come back, 

just cry.