Sunday, January 29, 2023

Aidan dah grad MRSM

 Ada sikit ralat bila Aboh and Aimar tak dapat join to witness one of your big day, today!

But not to worry, have faith.. This would be one of many.. Insyaallah.. ada rezeki kita kumpul anak beranak untuk more significant events in each and every moment of our lives, ameen.



AbgDan,

Your journey being an MRSM student didn’t start well.

But look at you today.

Hadza min fadli rob.

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah 

AbgDan, 

You told me ‘I felt like I’ve been ‘robbed’ the first two years in MRSM!’

“being robbed?”

‘macam banyak missing opportunities and if I have been given the chance, I would achieved a better result’

and so.. let me tell you this now!

(though, I’ve shared my thoughts with you tadi)

AbgDan, 

Masa AbgDan applied nak amik IGCSE MRSM, you were so determined to get a place and you excelled in your interview with flying colours!

You outspoken the other two candidates.

Bila interviewers tanya pasal current issues at that time, the two candidates talked about bully and smoking among students, you mentioned about carbon released and hybrid car! 

Alhamdulillah, as expected, you got a place at MRSM TAR. You were ok… but not your batchmates then. They mocked you when you insisted for nominating the name ‘Avicenna’ as you batch name.. They said you were wierd.. and they were rude enough to bully you emotionally.

Alhamdulillah, when they started playing around with your inhaler as if it was a vape, that was when we managed to convince BPM to transfer you to AG.

Alhamdulillah.. you fit well in AG. But, coming from KMS, adapting to not so ‘Islamic’ lifestyle was a shock to you.

‘Ma, ada kawan AbgDan tak posa Ma!’

‘Boh, ada kawan AbgDan tak tahu solat Boh!’

Alhamdulillah.. you took it well when we asked you not to have bad assumptions, but teach them kindly. Husnudzon, be good and help others to be good!

Alhamdulillah.. I’m not going to talk about you and 17 others that were ‘wrongly’ accused for ’bullying’ while you were the one who helped Aiman that night! I’m glad that the accusations being retracted despite the 2-week punishment had been put in place injustly!

Alhamdulillah.. I know you were upset when you didn’t get the LDP post when you were in form 2 despite of your excellent CGPA. But, I want you to stop and look back, what haven’t you achieved after that??? You were a homeroom leader, upgraded to LDP the year after, and was a BWP at the end. Didn’t you see that AbgDan?

Alhamdulillah.. so what if you didn’t get the best award in any subject or even the two major awards .. 

Didn’t you managed to constantly and consistently scored in all your exams for the last five years? 

Didn’t you get excellent results in IGCSE? 

Didn’t you end up being top 10 in today’s graduation?

Hadza min fadhli rob!!!

AbgDan, 

please please please don’t feel that you already losing out! 

please please please don’t think that you’ve been robbed!

your journey is only starting. the first reality gonna hit you hard in the next 20 days (or less).. mama aboh doa yg terbaik utk SPM nanti. 

before you look at those people above you, look at those who wanted to be where you are now! 

you were on the front row today, have you seen how many rows were there behind you?

wallahi, i meant no ill intentions! but i want you to be grateful.. for only by being grateful, you would avoid from being arrogant,waiyyazubillah!

We today may not be the same as we tomorrow… semua tu kerja Allah, not ours to determined. 

Esok kawan kita yang kita tak pernah tegur tu, mungkin akan jadi member kamceng yang pernah berasa hati ngan kita dulu. 

Esok, budak junior yang mintak kita ajar dia masa prep tu, mungkin budak yang akan tolong kita dapatkan keje yang kita idamkan.

kita tak tahu, 

Tapi, yang pasti Allah tetap Allah… itu kita tahu.

ingat pesan mama aboh, Jaga Allah, Allah jaga awak!

AbgDan, always have this in mind: Allah has blessed us soooo much to you and our family, Alhamdulillah.

Ingat: 

Ibrahim 14:7

لَئِن شَكَرْتُمْ لَأَزِيدَنَّكُمْۖ وَلَئِن كَفَرْتُمْ إِنَّ عَذَابِى لَشَدِيدٌ

‘If you are grateful, I will surely increase you [in favor]; but if you deny, indeed, My punishment is severe.'"

AbgDan,

Mama posting this here so that you and all of us will always remind each other.. 

that awards that we are so much wanted, 

that recognitions that we are so much dreamed of, 

that title that we are so much thought of gaining it would be nothing if we are kot grateful. 

Everything is meaningless without the barakah from Allah. 

Alhamdulillah.. you are a good son, and a good slave of Allah. Insyaallah.. always try to be one!

You passt the first hurdle being a high-schooler, and no doubt the obstacles in front is much more than you can think of.

Here’s my tip - start it with being grateful.

Alhamdulillah 

Hadza min fadhli rob.

Trust me, when you do, all the greatness in life will fall upon you, without you noticing it.

Alhamdulillah 

Thank you for being such an anak soleh, and great role model for your adik2.. Jom niat nak be better, lillahitaala.

Again, starts with Alhamdulillah.


Tengok atok dengan jacket dia, terus teringat when Aidan was 5… when I was preparing him for the spelling test…
E.L.E.P.H.A.N.T.. susah betul dia nak ingat time tu.. sampai mama naik hangin, pegang hanger and marah-marah, ‘dok tengok 613 cartoon pocoyo, Elle the Elephant tu pun tak tahu nak
spell!’ jerit mama..
Tetibe, atok masuk bilik, dukung Aidan away and said ‘nak ajaq anak jerit2, jangan ajaq kat rumah ni (masa tu duduk sri ukay lagi)! Ajag anak 5 tahun macam anak nak masuk university!’.. pastu he toom Aidan away and closed the door…
Terkesima jap mama tak tahu cammana nak respond. Atok bukan jenis marah anak… especially anak sulung dia ni.. maka, bila dia tegur camtu.. terus rasa nak nangis.. huhuhuhu
And today, I know, he is proud of you too, AbgDan.. and so do nenek, tokki, tokde and especially arwah tok wang if she’d be around…
Tok wang selalu teman Aidan pepagi sementara mama nak bersiap gi opis… sambil2 Aidan layan Disney channel 613, tokwang duduk kat sebelah sofa ngan Aidan.. lepas tu, dia gi bawak kat beranda, suruh tengok burung, tengok awan, tengok pokok… Allahumaghfirlaha warhamha wa’afiha wa’fuanha. 
Nenek, Latifah Tak, no doubt, are so so proud of you.. Dia tak larat dah nak travel jejauh.. Yet, terharu when she decided to join in, even just by staying in the car for hours. AbgDan, she loves you, no doubt and you knew it! Nenek suka cakap, ‘Aidan tu budak baik, pandai berbahasa’.. indeed. Alhamdulillah 
Dan, your journey is yet to start.. and always remember where your roots begin.




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