Tudung terbakar

Aivey baru lepas call kejap ni ~ menangis. 

Dia sedih... 

She said she tripped and hurt her kaki, and she was limping as she was on her way to iron her tudung. 
"Saya nak pakai tudung baru untuk celebration raya esok. Saya on iron. Saya dah check dah iron tu tak panas sangat. Lepas tu, saya betul-betulkan sikit tudung tu, and amik iron and press down the tudung. Tetiba, iron tu panas sangat and tudung tu koyak. Saya sedih Ma. Tudung tu tudung baru. Saya mintak kawan belikan sewing kit, saya jahit tudung tu nak kasik fit-fit, saya tak pernah pakai lagi.. ingat nak rasmikan esok... tapi, langsung tak boleh pakai. dahlah mahal. Saya sedih mama..."

And so, panjang lebarlah mama bersembang dengan dia. 

...

As I told her, this is your first test, and trust me, they will be 'more tudung that will be burnt in the process of you growing up!'

Vy, it's life!

No point crying over the burnt tudung. 

There will be more to come. 

But, things are not getting better if you don't learn from the lesson you are getting the first time. 

As for now, you know, you did you best, yet, there sure are something missing. 

Istighfar ~ remove the dark spots. 

Perhaps you forgot to recite Bismillah before you start ironing. 

Remember that. Remember Him in everything you do. 

And trust me, things will get smooth if you really ask Him to guide you. 

Vy, we never ask Him to teach us to breathe.. but it is His will that we are breathing without being taught by anybody and even by ourselves. It is His blessings that we are breathing, and another abundance blessings that we get to know Him in this life. 

Just don't leave Him. 

Allahu musta'an. 

Vy, masa awak call mama, cakap ngan mama and you are all teary... out of sudden, ada kakak lalu dekat public phone, and she must have seen you crying that she passed a pack of Corntoz to you ~ Vy, that is the hikmah of you tripping off, limping, iron tudung baru and terkoyak, and you called mama and cried... out of blue, ada kakak of you don't know who pass you some food to console you... did you ask for it? 
No sayang ~ it was Him. Allah taqdirkan kakak tu nampak awak nangis, lembutkan hati dia nak buat baik dengan awak, out of blue, even she can choose to ignore you. 

May Allah reward the kakak. 

Vy, Allah tu baik. 

Takde satu ujian yang Dia hantar kat kita, yang kita tak mampu nak atasi... Semuanya ikut kemampuan kita, Vy. 

And trust me Vy, tak pernah takde hikmah atas segala ujian.. 
Like today ~ awak sedih, tudung terbakar.. dan ada insan buat baik kat awak. 

Vy, nanti, bila awak jadi kakak senior, remember to be nice bila nampak ada adik Form 1 sakan menangis sedih sebab stress tudung dia terbakar sebab dia tak tahu nak iron... 
Smile, teach her and make du'a for her. 
Sebab, you were here tonight. 

Vy, Mama tahu you will pass more 'tests' lepas ni ~ you are all good.. 
All you have to do is to have Him, all the time, 24-7. 
Ingat, inshaallah.